Well since the last time I posted I have had two big blow outs with my kids. My son says now he would like to forget the past and move on? I was like ummmm what past he had a great childhood and his teens were not so bad either so really what are we forgetting here that was so bad. He is like well you know...No son actually I do not know. Unless of course he wants to forget that I was mentally abused for years and even after he became an adult he turned a blind eye. The fact that he has been acting like a two year old for the past four years maybe? He still barely speaks to me so not sure what the difference is anyway.
Now his sister has shunned me completely has sucked herself up to the sperm donor (not dad because he was never there) and to her he is better than anything right now. It does not matter that it was me that raised her, held her when she was hurt, spent sleepless nights when she was sick, or stuck up for her when no one else would. I wish I could say this did not hurt but it would be a lie. What I can say though is my life goes on I refuse to stop and be unhappy because she is being so self centered and selfish.
